It feels good. Feels good to feel it again.
Just the idea of you being there.
Whether you know it or not.
Just love that feeling.
But it's just a matter of time.
I know. I can feel it.
It's just a matter of time and it'll all fall apart.
Just like it always has.
My illusions. My hopes.
If only there'd been a reality in them.
A possibility. A future.
I would have tried to hold on.
Have tried my chances though.
Reasoned with myself.
Convinced myself to end it. Once and for all.
Failed everytime. Starting to believe I love my own misery.
Just the idea of you being there.
Whether you know it or not.
Just love that feeling.
But it's just a matter of time.
I know. I can feel it.
It's just a matter of time and it'll all fall apart.
Just like it always has.
My illusions. My hopes.
If only there'd been a reality in them.
A possibility. A future.
I would have tried to hold on.
Have tried my chances though.
Reasoned with myself.
Convinced myself to end it. Once and for all.
Failed everytime. Starting to believe I love my own misery.