Dejavu

It's all been felt before
Have been hurt before
But no, that doesn't make it easier
And no, it hasn't made me any wiser

I have heard those songs before
Drowned myself in the in the pain before
But it's always tough to wave goodbye to you
Tough to pretend that I can survive without you

This time I can feel it
This is the end of it, all
Yes I have said it before
But now I know it is true, once and for all

Don't tell me I don't have to let it go
It is something I need to do, do it on my own
Don't hold me back, don't let me let you hold me back
I am scared of the reality but I have lived on those illusions for just too long

Just let me cry, one more time
And wash 'it' all away with my tears

Just

Just let me let it go
Just cannot take it anymore
Why are you doing this to me?
Why am I doing this to myself?

It's been so long
It been far too long
It was never simple
But why has it become so complicated

Hope is supposed to be optimistic
But I am beginning to doubt it now
Just let me break free
Just let me live, for now