Placid

Emotions. Inspirations.
Seeking something in life to inspire me.
Seeking the love that'll always be there for me.
Never to be gone. Never to be forgotten.

A little sad. Somewhat hopeful. That's how I feel today.
Somewhat calm. Hiding the restlessness inside.
Memories surround me. The randomness.
Plagued by the uncertainties. There's no cure.

Life. The most uncertain of all.
Yet, the beacon of hope. Optimism.
Plans and wishes. Daunted by them all.
What if they all fail?
What if we have been together for the last time already?
All I want is for you to speak to me.
Close my eyes as I listen to your voice.
Reassure me. A dream that will be a reality.

Just One Promise

It took a while. Time to figure out what I felt.
And all through my tussle within, I thought
Thought the clarity of my feelings would make it easier for me
An easier life for me, a sense of calm

But it's not to be. It's fear that I sense in me now
A fear of "what ifs", a fear of separation
Only now do I understand what it means
To love, to want, to need, to be afraid

Never have I missed anyone so much
So badly, so dearly
Never have I been so afraid of the feelings of pain
Never have I been in love like this, never will

Just promise me it'll be fine
Just promise me you'll be with me forever