Never meant to be

The void, the emptiness

Seems like it's going to last a lifetime

Times change, people change

They move on, maybe I'll do that too

But I want it to be right now

I don't have the strength to go on

I want to blame you for everything

For what has been

And for what could have been

If only there'd been no beginning

There'd have been no end

And without it, there'd have been no pain

I know I've hurt you

I know I've not bothered to understand it

But there's been a reason

My own pain just overwhelmed me

Always, every time

I should have, but I couldn't look beyond it

Through all the four seasons

We've tried to hold it together

Held on to it, without nurturing it

Held on, just coz we couldn't let it go

As cynical as it may sound

But perhaps, it was never meant to be