You I

I have always been in love with you, I guess
Your smile, I don't know why, just seems to light me up
Your words just float in my mind
The more I think of you, the more I fall in love
The more I deny it, the deeper it gets

I never thought I'd say "I love you"
All through I thought, it's just not me to fall in love
Making myself believe it's all a fairy tale
Emotions, feelings suppressed so much
So much so that I didn't even know they existed
But yes, "I love you", it's so true
It's true even though I have been trying so hard to deny
It's true even though I have never let you know

If I say "I love you", you'd say "You don't even know me"
Maybe I don't want to
You didn't give me a chance
But I am so happy loving you, maybe as little as I know you

You changed so suddenly
You ignored me, treated me like I didn't matter to you
So I tried to do the same, pretend you were the last person I cared about
But it is so tough to pretend, so tough to live a lie
I am so in love with you

So many miles in between us now
I am running after a lost cause
But then again my feelings get the better of me
I keep on thinking about you
Your first words to me still keep ringing a pleasant sound in my ears
Hoping against all hopes I'd be with you someday

"I love you"
But you'll never know, for I'll never tell
For even if you knew, I guess you'd never care.