It had been quite some time, since I talked to myself last
So I took some time out, to delve into the realms of my mind
As I walked in, things were almost like they used to be
Confused, dazed, isolated, hypocritic, just looking for an escape
Just one ray of hope, though
They aren't so unaware like they used to be
There were times when I thought I knew what I wanted out of life
Times when I thoughr I had nothing to complain about, fight about
But I was so wrong and so unprepared that I faltered on the very first battle
From then on, it's been a downhill for me
I don't want to admit it, but I am still in that free fall
Just waiting to crash on the hard, rough ground
Yes, I pity myself at times, at others I blame everyone around me, so unable to find joy in someone else's happiness
Why does life make us cynics and pessimists, or is it just me?
By now you must be wondering
If I am mistaken about the sunlight in the hollows of my mind
But I think not, it's so true that hope lives on as long as you do
Now I am ready to take a chance, take a risk, and seek the fulfillment and joy that I have yearned for, for so long
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